You’ve hurt me so much,
It’s still painful.
I’ve been degraded,
Let Down,
Yelled at,
Neglected...
I haven’t processed them.
Trying to talk to you,
Is frustrating -
I get nowhere with you.
You’re like a wall,
So I stop trying.
I think you’re upset at yourself,
You’ve been getting upset at me,
For the little things,
Oftentimes,
For things out of my control.
I say, “I love you,” I love you,
But there needs to be distance between us.
I have to leave in order to grow.
I need to leave to prcoess.
After process,
Comes healing.
After healing,
Comes peace.
I take control over my life,
Not you.
I take responsibility,
Unlike you.
As I close this chapter,
I’ll open a new one.
Until then,
I’ll tolerate you.