Lost where I am found
The light at the end of the tunnel seems to blind my eyes
My lack of self belief gets the best of me
I don\'t deserve to be here
I start running back to the dark
The light continues to strongly hold tight
But my will for sabotage seems stronger
And as I look back its bleak
Why is acceptance so hard for me to comprehend
I deserve to be here
But do I really
After everything that happened
Do I really deserve the roses and butterflies
My worst critique, she looks at me
I stare at her in the mirror
She tries to smile back
But I hate what I see
Who am I to be happy,
Who am I
I am the girl I promised 21 year old me not to be again
I am giving this one last try