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When I was godly

I wasn’t bothered by the darkness

Because i could make things shine

I did not want or go without

When i was godly

My soul was full

There were no questions

Except for one

When i was godly

Something was missing

I wanted to live and to be loved

I needed pain and sorrow

When i was godly

I have those things now

Sometimes i wish i didn’t

It’d make this much easier

When i was godly

I can’t say i have regret

But i still wonder why

I chose to have pain

When i was godly

There must be something

Something i don’t know now

That i once knew

When i was godly

There were other godly beings

Ones I’d worship if they’d let me

But they are also here now

And in retrospect, I do