mtrotter1

I Am Withdrawing My Application

You give me joy

You give me life,

Yet you let me wither away at the seams

You burn my house down

You eat my cake

Yet you are the demon inside!

You can\'t be this cold

You can\'t be this calculating

For you are the busted balloon

Ruining my heavenly parade,

I adore you with passion

Yet you can\'t be my friend

For you are the demon inside!

I was starting to fall in love with you--

Roses are red

Violets are blue,

Vanessa Torres is wearing a busted shoe!

Don\'t call me

Don\'t text me--

For you are the demon inside.

Poetry is my best friend

Poetry will be with me till the very end--

I don\'t need a job anymore

For my fake name is Silvia Lopez

For you will never know.

Hearts upon hearts upon hearts

I adore you all the more

With smoke and mirrors and all

My roses grow tall.

 

Do not pee on my parade,

For do you pee on dogs?

Your heart is not made to grow

Because it cannot beat;

Soft roses come and go

Because no one knows the fate of their being

And life is just unsteady

My heart is wicked because it\'s not

Do you get my wicked character?

Do I want to die? Maybe.

How do you explain the roses that are lost?

For the pages of a deep blue sky

Fall upon someone\'s life,

So carry your own burdens

And don\'t give them to me

In sacred trust it is not fair to leave alone

For I have left many things

And the cross bleeds again and again

Americans suffer

Because Americans abuse themselves

And churches suffer

Because they are false

I have the courage to stay away from drama,

Because drama hates me;

Do you perceive me

As a wanton thief?

Do you perceive me as such?

For I want to know why you run away so much

While committing crimes that are weak,

Oh Vanessa Torres

Why did you attack me?

Why do you pee on roses in dismay?

I am the lightning to your thunder

For life is forbidden!

Are you bold within yourself?

So Vanessa Torres

Must you stand in your power?

Do you know your own soul nonetheless?

For the power of the soul is fictional

There is no book to carry this through

And your soul is not worth anything,

It is only worth a scratch.

Don\'t confuse me anymore!

For I know who you are now

You pee on roses that are eternal

Yet they will never fade,

Most people are not good

Because they love to betray the weary,

And the weary are the good

That never sleep...

How strong am I

When I\'m coming against you?

I guess my discernment is high

So thank you for sabotaging me

I have withdrawn my application.