They say you gotta face the past, in order to heal
But I don\'t even know, if any of it\'s real
They say that pain, erases memories
But what is there to take the pain from me
The therapist said, between childhood and exes
I never learned what love was
My world was torn between here and Texas
All because I was hurt, so I hurt.. the one\'s I love
Lord knows that I\'ve tried
I\'ve prayed and I\'ve cried
I\'ve read the book, changed my look
To just another version I hate
I\'ve loved my friends, and my foes
Even loved the ones I don\'t know
In hoping to change my fate
I can forgive everyone else
But I don\'t know how, to love myself
I harbor hate, but it\'s for me
Lord can you please show me
How to love myself