In the eyes of others,
I have sinned.
I\'ve sinned so much,
I became untrustworthy,
Confidence,
I didn\'t receive it.
Support?
Out the window.
People will stop helping,
Once you have nothing to give.
When being nice,
You are taken advantage of.
What do I get to deserve this?
being too nice?
I get taken for granted.
I become tired of everything,
Everyone.
At times,
I become upset at others.
All because of one simple,
Ugly thing they do.
Then I realize,
Everyone is not like that.
Their behavior,
It\'s out of my control.
The ugly people,
Make me want to be an ugly person.
Then I tell myself,
\"You\'re better than that.\"
And so,
I rephrase,
In the eyes of others,
I have sinned.