I used to be so confident
or rather I used to mask my confidence so well it fooled everybody
Now..
Now I’m left with self doubt
I am left in my feeling 24/7
The girl who was once so brave and on top is suddenly so timid and hidden
It used to be so easy to hide my flaws
I would go out with a bright smile and nobody knew the havoc that was running through me.
I had a routine you see,
I’d shine bright and showcase my smile all day and then cry myself to sleep, easy right?
But then,
My smile faded and my tears ran out.
I was left blank and insecure…
I started binging on lies of what I thought people saw when they looked at me
I chased after the wrong things cause in a weird way they made me feel seen…