We were so strong
Every day we\'d sit and talk
I watched you decline
Doing everything in my power so I can watch you incline
But my mental health had gotten left behind
So when you were finally coping with life
I was struggling not to take mine
Now all of a sudden I\'m disrespectful
Cause I speak with truth
With hurt that\'s buried deeper that the roots
You see my smile and call it loot
The same thing a therapist would call a loop
Knives are a tool I struggle trying not to use
Say poetry is how I cope but my writings don\'t change a thing
Cause my mental health still declining and I can\'t stop my brain from racing and wondering