freedom was never something
I deserved,
nor was it a right
in my native lands.
the fire that once burned through
smoky green eyes,
has been extinguished,
and the host, gutted.
see, I go through all the motions of life
and have seen things you cannot fathom,
and I never though for a moment
I could get this numb.
my happiness I kill,
you\'ve done this to yourself,
and we\'ve died already.