I go on
another day of what if
asking myself if I must move ahead
just who am I trying to fool
life is for the beautiful people
I continue
hoping to bring a smile to someone
reveling in the thought of acceptance
disturbed by the consequences that may ensue
watching for a redeemer to scoop me up
pretending all is well
only to discover
the savior is me
and only me
so lonely in this crowded world