I try to hate you with all my might
from early morning to late at night
I get irritated when you are close to me
but your absence strangely scares me
I can talk to you for hours long in hall
or not want to talk at all
I admire you unknowingly
from the crowd of world invisibly
my inside smiles when you laugh
my heart crumbles when they brushes you off
I hate for not being able to hate you
I hate for falling so deep for you
you are endearing in a weird sort of way
that I love to hate you but hate to not love you
~Nazia Zahra