Brynlee

Am I disillusioned?

I remember it vividly, 

that day I saw you in a different light

You were still the same person, 

the same person who danced with me,

the same person who whispered sweet nothings into my ear,

the same person who kissed me so gently, 

but why now did I forget about those things 

my heart didn\'t beat like it normally did 

I saw a line get drawn between us 

and I couldn\'t erase it 

my tears couldn\'t wash it away

no amount of affection would make it go away

thats when I realized why my heart didn\'t beat like it did before

why my eyes didn\'t dilate like they used to 

why your kissed did land on my cheek the same way

I saw you the way you never wanted me to see you

and I made a mistake that will forever make my heart ache