When have I felt so miserable
Looking in his eyes.
My heart has never felt so heavy
So much time spend, staring at the skies.
The feeling of \"if he was mine\"
The moments we would have spent in this weather.
Back in our sweet home
The cookies we would have baked together.
Somewhere in my mind I know
He is the sun, meant to shine bright.
But why does it hurt so much
To be just somebody bathing in that light.