I’m lost, I’m dead
possessed limb by limb
my body burns
savor the soul
leave me here
forget me here
taken hold in darkness
consolations & frustrations
an internal conflagration
will this go on forever?
a constellation of dreams
of my unfinished life
appears before me
I long to believe
in an afterlife
a reward to be received
for enduring a tumor
a turmoil of unending nightmare
only truth here lies
in the strains of desolation.