Lorenz

Lucid vertigo

I carry within me many memories

that will never fade away .

I am not a day on a calendar .

Simply a missed opportunity ,

in a dreamlike whim,

 meditative moment 

contemplating  an inner sunset...

 Touching caress of musical inspiration,

bewatching scents and strange coincidences...

There where the shadow of Cagliostro ,

the damnation of  Crowley , 

 or when  \'\'Monsieur de Saint-Germain \'\' appears...

The angel of torment leans over my craddle,

letting the door of past regrets creak ...

All these creatures ,moaning ,sneering ,

and calling me ...

 I wake up at the hours when history sinks 

in the sulphur of tongues that embrace,

and this cold message of countless generations.

That haggard november stare ,

in search of erased  graves ,

who looks at me from the depths 

of sheets strained by delicious sin.

On the shroud of  rotting loves 

that the old dog sniffs at ...

What remains beyond nothingness ?

 Perhaps just a lucid vertigo

that drags you  into the abyss...