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i am declaring WAR on ANYTHING HAPPY (not clickbait)

My birthright is a rickety old spire

Whose bones echo with the vertebrae of a gallowed man

shattered & mended watercolor glass

to know it now would be terror – raw & unfiltered

but i can still remember sweeping young palms,

out-of-tune, an ancient piano

hazy fluorescence casting queer shadows

out the window and down the steps

around and around and around

considering the past is my childhood,

i wonder, then, if i\'d seen monsters instead of mystery in the creeping corridors

twin-tails of magic and witchery,

would my fingers know its path in the dark?

would my eyes strain to see – 

the last glimmer of light, in my glass-curb’d,

worn down old home

long gone & lost to time