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Trust?

Something I’ve longed for. 
Something I thought I had. 
Sometimes you doubt me. 
Sometimes I doubt you. 

I need real. I need honesty. I need maturity. I need genuineness. 

Overwhelmed by emotions. Overwhelmed by life.

Overwhelmed by choices. You’re my wife? 

Why do you doubt me? Why can’t you see? 

Because you’ve doubted me, I distrust your actions. Is this just a show because you fear I’m slipping away? 

Self-fulfilling prophecy. Will this ever end? 

Are my thoughts okay? My mind wanders at times. Is that bad? Is it human nature? Mixed signals. I can’t read. I’m illiterate. 

I guess I’m illiterate in this thing called trust.