I don\'t even know what to think anymore
My life is in shambles, yet it is brilliant!
I can yell at the whole world for hating me
But I\'d rather pick flowers instead...
Oh mama
When the winter comes
I want to be a part of you
Selfish and cold
Dead and old
Rosy and blue...
I want to be a part of you.
Sometimes I walk down the street
Hoping a car would hit me
And all my thoughts would go away
And I would be dead,
But life chose to keep me alive instead
Oh what a perfect day for empathy
For death is always hiring,
Oh life is so tiring!
I want to go home
Where the blues means something
And I shall spark up America
With a flame
For I am all alone...I am all alone in this world
And nobody knows it but me,
These words don\'t mean anything
But my heart does
For my heart means everything
To me;
Is this a ballad for the brokenhearted?
For life is a ballad without words
Yet my words hold weight...
Oh true love, it\'s raining outside!
For true love means nothing without worth
I want a refund
I want my life back,
I want my power back!
I want to be deeply felt
In the wombs of insanity
For the wombs of insanity are many!
The way people treat me is disgusting!
For I am truly me
I am a bastard child!
And God loves me...He loves me more than roses
I have nothing to prove to people
Yet I have everything to prove to God!
For God loves me...He loves all of me!
And my life sucks
Because people really hate me!
I wonder why
And I wonder how
For the streets are cold right now;
For people get addicted to my energy
And then they leave,
How wild is that?
Well I guess I have to kill the villain,
And that villain is me!
Die, villain, die!
Isn\'t that what people want?
For I shall behead myself
In front of a Walmart,
For Walmart does have rollback prices!
LOL...I guess.
So let\'s kill the villain
And bury her at sea,
For she shall sink to her death!