There are many times I’ve cried,
I’ve felt like I died inside
They say if there’s a will there’s a way,
But I know how I want things will keep pushing you away.
I feel like this whole situation has ripped me apart
But I hope after I’ve fully grown, God will give you my heart
You deserve the world and so much more
In the end that will always be what I root for.
You wished it would’ve worked, and so did I.
To give you a new founded love, I’d give anything to try.
I know these poems can be quite cheesy,
But when I’m expressing my thoughts, it comes quite easy.
“You have time” is one of the last things I said
But I wish you’d just let me know instead.
If I could write you a book on my many mistakes and lessons,
I would write until the day that I meet you in heaven
Forever sorry…I will always be
Because I took advantage of your place with me
I hope one day soon we can be renewed
For the hope alone, there’s nothing I wouldn’t do.