Samuel

To the House on Katelyn Court In Yukon

 

You don’t know me yet.

But I’ve been circling,

searching for a place where the noise goes quiet,

where the world slows down enough

for me to breathe again.

 

You stand here—

fresh, unscarred,

waiting for someone to fill you

with laughter, with late-night arguments,

with the weight of real life.

I wonder if you know

how heavy a man’s heart can be

when he finally walks through a door

he wants to stay behind.

 

Your walls are blank,

but I see pictures already.

Daughters running through the hall,

muddy shoes in the entry,

a dog asleep by the back door,

and me—tired, but steady—

finally stopping long enough

to call something mine.

 

You are just wood and stone,

but you could be more—

a shelter not just from storms in the sky,

but storms inside a man.

 

So I look at you,

and I ask the only thing I know how:

Will you hold me,

if I decide I’m ready to stay?