Ever since I was a kid I always wanted to be loved a different kind of love I want to be held close I want the love that makes me think of you in the silliest ways the ways how I think about ur long blonde hair your beautiful eyes oh how u make me cry at the sight ur messages always put a big stupid smile on my face how I want to be loved like that in a way I can’t get I don’t like the lustfull love it’s not love it’s what u want I can’t help it I trick myself I love you but I’ll hurt you I know I will I’ll always hurt you don’t waste ur time loving me I’m someone who’s unloveable in and out of relationships like a whore I guess I’ll never get the love I always wanted as a kid.