I love you so much you drive me mad.
My heart trembles with the fear
that one day you’ll leave me,
that my chaos will become too heavy
for your gentle soul to carry.
Yes, I act like the devil—
darker than I wish to be—
and I know the image you hold of me
is cracked, disturbed, imperfect.
But, darling, look deeper within me:
There is no one more important to me than you.
I long to lay in your arms
while the world burns down,
to build a secret heaven
where only we exist—
no noise, no judgment,
just us.
Even when we fight,
even when my words scatter like ash
even when you do not believe in me
you know my heart.
It belongs to you. Always.
I would break free from heaven itself
just to feel your warmth.
I love you in the space
between life and death,
between heaven and hell.
I will love you when our bodies rot,
when the world dissolves into nothing.
I will love you in the dark
where no light survives,
where only my madness
remains chained to yours.
Can’t you see through me, my love?
Not even writing or poetry can save me anymore from the love I have for you
This is why you drive me mad—
because my soul belongs to yours
Yet - darling, can\'t you see?
That your soul belongs to me