I look for reasons for you to be right
I try not to be myself with all might
I look for reasons i look for clues
I flip everything defying all rules
I change the masks, style my hair
be anything except the one beneath the layer
I try not to be the one you hate
but every time seem to be a bit late
I hate myself when u hate me
I hate myself when u see me
but no matter how hard i try
my presence you will always deny
my looks will disgust you always
even when I\'m hiding in sideways
~Nazia Zahra