And I want, Dear God, I want
I have been wanting my whole life
Chest heavy and lungs tight and hands outstretched, straining
I have never known it, God, is it everything?
I am not ambitious, I am not determined, but I want I want I want
I move forward because I must
Love and pain and laughter and hatred
I want to know, I need to know
There is nothing within me but want
How do I learn to live with it
I am whole, I am whole, I ache for it
I ache