there in front of me
lies the cosmos
an entire vast universe
apogee of clashing atoms
twisting thrice my brain
into a worm inside
a box filled of rotten pork
the most dangerous
forgotten disease in history
a lump of loneliness
in the darkest of nights
can make one to its knots
turns an eye to the telescope
universal metamorphosis
transcentral transgression
into the purest of nothingness
I see glimpses of God
hiding in the shrouds
his tears flowing down a river
his body rotting on the ground
all saints have buried him
somewhere unknown
searching for something
to feel alive only again
until the rise of the sun
I begin to relive
as a human being.