What do I call this feeling? Am I left alone, or am I loved?
Then why do I feel so unwanted by everyone—
even by my parents, even by the person I love the most?
Am I really just a passing cloud,
or am I the planet that always comes around everyone?
Why am I feeling like this again?
Everything was good,
but once again, things are turning bad.
The very thing I was afraid of
is happening right in front of my eyes.