I lay here wondering.
Wondering who I am,
Wondering why I feel the way I do,
Wondering why I feel so misunderstood,
wondering why I feel so used by everyone,
Wondering why I feel so hated,
Wondering why I feel so alone,
Wondering why I´m even here,
Wondering why I feel so discouraged,
Wondering why I feel so broken,
Wondering why I feel so betrayed.
wondering why I don\'t feel happy anymore.
I lay here wondering what my purpose is,
I lay here wondering if this is all just a dream,
I lay here wondering if I´m even real.
I lay here wondering.
I lay here wondering if I\'ll ever feel free,
I lay here wondering if this is all just a game,
I lay here wondering if I\'ll ever feel like I´m not suffocating.
I lay here wondering.
wondering if I´ll ever stop feeling like this.
wondering when I´ll be back to normal,
wondering when I´ll feel safe again,
wondering when I´ll feel real again,
wondering when I´ll feel worthy again,
wondering when I´ll feel free again,
wondering when I´ll feel myself again,
Wondering when I´ll feel encouraged again.
I lay here wondering, wondering if I´ll ever stop wondering.