……My social paths was created, evil intentions feel bated, death is all around me and ideas of a heaven feel outdated, for a godly presence I waited, I think they lied to us there are no souls that made it, in our lives there is no karma and no gods to grade it, all a priest can do is debate it, but he has no proof his arguments are deflated, does a heaven exist, no soul has ever come back to state it. Emotions are let go cause they only increase the trauma, and make life’s pain more weighted.