You said you were going to get back with your ex
You said it like it was your choice
It wasn’t
I scraped my leg trying to get away from you
You act like you just wanted to talk
But then you go and tell strangers that you are after me
I said I didn’t want you
I told you
So
Many
Damn times
You never listen
Do you
Don’t you see?
I wasn’t flirting
I was trying to be civil
I… I think I was scared
Scared that you’d try
Something
I was at least 60 pounds lighter and 4 inches shorter,
I was at a disadvantage
What I lack in size, I make up for
My words bite.
when you don’t listen,
I make them sting
I pray my words rip through your soul
Shedding blood along the way
I want your skin to burn
I want all the hairs on your neck to stand up
I want your ears to ring
I want you to suffer
Because for the love of all unholy things, look at what you’ve done to me.
I want you to feel uneasy
I want you to feel the pain
Because for the love of all unholy things,
look at what you’ve done to me.
I want you to feel that fear
I want you to question yourself
I want you to lose hours of sleep
Because for the love of all unholy things,
look at what you’ve done to me.
But most of all
I want you gone
I want you to forget about me
I want you to get out of my life
I want you to leave this town for good
I want you gone
You scare me
I’m scared that you may see something
As an invitation
But I would never invite you into my life
Even with all the hate and curses in this poem
If you ever found it
You’d think I wanted you back
I don’t
I will never want you
Never
I want these words branded into your skin
I want you to feel the fear I felt
Feel the pain I felt
As I press the searing iron into your skin
I want you to regret everything
For you, you get what you deserve
And you don’t deserve me