I find it so
difficult...
like a soapy glass in a kitchen sink full of water.
I keep reaching
and sometimes I get so close
and then you ruin it.
You waltz in like you own the world
without a care for anyone else
without a care for me.
And you rip it from me
and force my sleeping eyes awake
so I\'m bloodshot and crazy.
How dare you have the audacity to ruin my life like that.
To be so selfish, when I was so selfless to you.
Such a problem child
but you never know because you receive no punishment, never have.
And it\'s torture it\'s torture
You\'re hurting me
Please
Please stop
Just let me rest
Care for others one day in your life.