A simpleton will speak for today:
\"Will it ever change?\" they say.
Today, I will try to seek—
Maybe the truth, or maybe it\'s a tick.
Months were turning to days,
And weeks were turning to minutes.
Even after a year, it still wouldn\'t finish.
It confuses me how heavy change is.
I still remember the sun in the sky,
But right as I blink,
All I see are a million eyes-
Staring back at me, shining.
The eyes surrounded me.
Whenever I run, it follows me.
I lost my sense of masculinity;
It drives where my heart should be.
I feel like someone is behind me,
But there is no one to see.
Out of sight, out of mind—
But I don\'t want to die.
I feel so scared all the time.
Is there a reason for beauty and rye?
Lies! It\'s all a beautiful set of lies.
I was born and raised,
Bred and led by some words,
And it became my entire life.
I don\'t want to end up blind;
Wise men wonder while starved die.
It\'s all a fragment of emotions that I can\'t seem to seek,
Cause I am just so goddamn tainted.
I am a person to be with.
I am way too stupid.
I hope to come to terms with it someday,
A drink or maybe some other way.
I can\'t describe images in one;
Broken pastures in one song.
Wasted potent and healthy cure,
Drug the bruise, and some endure.
I want to live and decide—
Live another life.