in a house of laughter, where the walls can\'t hear
in a house full of love, but I\'m frozen in fear
The sweet sounds of laughter fade like stars in the distance
I know I am loved, but it feels out of reach
Mommy says I\'m a treasure.
Daddy says I\'m his light
But the weight keeps pulling me deep into the night
I don\'t want to be heavy
I don\'t want to break their heart
But in my little heart, it\'s a storm, and they just see the rain.
I wanna fly to the skies up above
where the pain can\'t reach me and I feel the love
Only six years in, and I can\'t imagine the years yet to come
wishing on the stars
and whispering to the moon
longing for the answer they can\'t whisper back
I see the smiles on their face, but their smiles seem to lack
I\'m stuck in the silence, just alone with my thoughts
This is the one thing where no one is at fault
Mommy says I\'m a peach
Daddy says I\'m his life
The weight is too much, I\'m being dragged through the night
I\'m breaking their heart
and it\'s shattering mine
My poor little heart, I\'m losing it in the storm
They seem to think I\'m lost in the rain
I just want to fly in the skies up above
where the pain can\'t reach me and I feel the love
Only ten years in, and I feel so out of place
I want to join the angels
leaving without a trace
Maybe in the morning I\'ll find my way to peace
in a world where the dreams don\'t fade and all my fears release
I hear the whispers of the world up above
where the pain can\'t reach me. And all I feel is love
to a place where I can smile way up in the sky
Maybe this is the place I can say goodbye
I\'m flying in the skies way up above
where the pain is gone and the love is strong
14 years in, I think I\'ll stay
to see the storm through
The weight is heavy, but I\'ll make due
This isn\'t for me, it\'s for you.
Wishing on stars
and whispering to moons
Eighteen years, now in place
not having to fly
no matter how broken my poor little heart
Flying is easy when you just take part
don\'t whisper
nor wish
When life can be so rich
Take it from the girl who wished and wished
Living is worth it if you commit.