hey its been some time hasn\'t it.
its hard to write when the words clog up in my chest
and these emotional breakdowns combust inside my head
its contradicting though, because even the greatest fall, while the most inefficient rise
every success dies while every time we mess up it comes lives to taunt us
I\'m out, brand new
they took the weight off my shoulders and put it some place new
my hearts heavy now
and I sleep good too
I choose my words wisely,
I\'m angry not trying to hurt you.
you words still echo, I still see your tears.
replaying my trembled snot filled voice
words never felt so severer
and chosen by choice
its okay hopefully you get there
for now, Ill suppress it and hold off on therapy
but we both know this will come back and bite us in the ass when I turn 18