Why Do I Miss Him?
God, why do I miss him?
He’s an ordinary boy.
Nothing so special,
So why do I care?
When he crosses my mind,
I remember the day.
We played capture the flag,
He made me smile some way.
I said, “You’re weird.”
He said, “Thank-you.”
How could I forget,
The smile on his face.
It hurts me to remember,
I never said goodbye.
So afraid I was,
Of what others would think.
Many nights I pray,
That God would guide him.
Give him what he’s dreamed of,
And that he would not forget me.
I have all these memories,
All tucked in my mind.
But still the question stands,
Why do I miss him?
Maybe because he was sweet,
He treated me right.
I could be myself with him,
Didn\'t have to wear a mask.
I thought it was a crush,
Now I wonder if it is something else.
He lives across the ocean,
But yet I still think about him.
I know people who think,
That we go together.
We could make a match,
That could work out someday.
Other people say that,
He is too old for me.
Well, they can say whatever,
But I will still miss him.