If you look at me long enough
You could see me crying
Thats all I ever was
A feeling an emotion
Shrouded in doubt and pain
My whole life
A feeling of insanity
In a hiding world
Where destruction is on display
Waiting for the right moment
To put down the pieces
And let time flow out of me
The way life worked before
All of this was so bad
Forsaken home
It hurts me so
Another fleeting glimpse of reality
Hounding my soul eternally
Let my demons out
Back from the inside
Dying to catch feelings
For anything but myself
Anything but myself