Living in the world
Is just too hard for me to understand;
Is this an awakening
Or is this a dream?
For my reality is not sacred
But my spirit is with God,
For God is sacred within me
And I want to go home
And be free,
Wild eyes are on me
For here I have no destiny
I just want to go home!
Does anyone understand?
For life here is hell on earth
Nobody understands
My struggles as an empath,
Nobody cares to know
And nobody cares to listen,
I want to go home now!
For life out of a page is insane
I struggle with my words
Yet I manage to find a way
To redeem myself
See, life is not holier than thou
Yet it is not holier than me
For I see everything differently now
For I can\'t unsee reality
Unless I turn back time
And I can\'t do that, can I?
So whoever is desperate to attack me
I am no longer visible
For I am invisible
And I shall go;
I no longer want to be here
Because this world is impossible!
I only want to love God
For he is my eternity
Amen.