The breaktime monologue

I am- Conscience

People think that I am a pawn in someone else\'s game. NO.
I am the mastermind in the game we are playing.
I may look like a fool, but that is just a facade to fool the foolish.

I am the controller of the string, not the puppet itself.
I am the gunner for the drink, not the drunk.
I am the trigger in the gun you are about to shoot at me.

I am the karma you so allergically run away from.
I am the conscience you took time to bury.
I am the ghost of your past you were willing to forget.
I am the mistake you are regretting now.
I am the sin, the poison in your veins that left you intoxicated.

I am the scissors to cut you some slack.
I am the gasoline in the flame to burn the bridges.
I am the flipper of the table so it could turn.
I am the consequence of your actions.
I am the guilt you feel when you did bad things.

I am the devil you see to taunt you, right?
have you heard of a doppelganger?
that was not me taunting you to do bad things
that was your ego dictating you to end yourself.

I am the boomerang you once threw at me
I am the rumors and hearsays you once spread gossips about me
I am the believer, you are the deceiver
I am the panda, you are the mouse
I am a dragon, you are a snake
well, snakes cannot withstand the test of flames when it hits you
I am the shovel to dig your grave
I am Nanno, to remind you of your fate in life

I am the dice you once rolled in gambling
I am the cards that flipped to seal your fate
I am the smoke you once inhaled when you breathed in cigarettes
I am the high you once took when doing drugs
I am the rope to strangle your neck until it turns purple
I am the net when you turn into a memory or a butterfly later on.

I am the water to either drown or heal you
I am the knife either to slit your throat or cut your wrist
I am the eulogy you never deserved
I am the Hell once you ended yourself
what made you so sure you\'d end up in Heaven when you took your own life
your life is not yours to take, it was only a gift, a borrowed one only God can take when your time is up
your body is not yours to take, it was only given to tend and care for.
I am the word either to make or break you
I am the baseless rumors either to hurt or comfort you

The things you did are just the tip of the iceberg
once you drown underneath, you would see the truth.

You see, I do not do revenge.
I let time make you realize what you did wrong.