Forever used to mean everything to me. It meant that fairy tales were real. Forever was something I was excited for. I once promised you forever...and I meant it. Tonight I came to the realization that our forever...is over. I feel like my whole being has shattered into millions of shards of glass. A dust too fine to see. I\'m depressed and scared. I\'ve lost all of my dreams, my hope, and my belief. Forever betrayed me. Forever lied to me. Forever has stolen something precious from me. Forever is gone and never comes creeping in trying to control me. I find myself angry because it covers the hurt. I don\'t want to be angry forever. You and I fought for years to keep what we had. One day you woke up and chose a new forever. I hope it brings you true happiness. Please understand that when I make a promise, I have to keep it. Just as your forever changes, so shall mine. If you don\'t want me as a lover, I will forever be your friend. If you don\'t want me to be your partner, I will forever be your backup If you don\'t want my shoulder, I will forever be your cheerleader. If you don\'t want me in your life anymore, I will forever love you from a distance. My love for you will always last forever. How much of it you receive will be your choice. I promise that our daughter will forever know only the love we shared. It\'s the only part I want to remember. Our forever has become a never... never. Never.