Noun (n.) - We call it half awake or half asleep,
but the truth is more between 14% and 47%.
Your brain thaws as your eyelids flicker open and then close again.
a brilliant line comes to you That will be the beginning of your greatest poem yet.
But then you fall back into sleep.
Sleep that sometimes flows into dreams and sometimes not.
When you awake (100%), the line is gone,
only one word is recalled
and the rest is lost
forever.
in between
Verb (v.) - your eyes adjust to the darkness, the floor dissolves into water
Blues and purples and dark Grays and blacks.
Your mind sometimes ponders the worst case scenarios,
yet clings optimism
in and out of focus.
Awakeandasleep are just two sides of the same street.
The nebulous notes conglomerate into a chord.
Inexplicable and unexpected. (Quit repeating synonyms!)
Laughter is the best medicine. Or is the medication working?
I haven\'t had any nightmares in years.
Well, none while I\'ve been asleep.
adjective (adj) - I need a new definition.
Don\'t let the sun go down on your anger.
I always thought that was good advice, but who can stop the sun from setting?
I need a new definition
of remorse
because it\'s more like holding onto the unforgiveness of myself
and regret seems like the wrong word.
But I can\'t always forget
only certain parts of some days.
“Losing is what led me to you”
C see.a common refrain from the lips of the Forgiven,
but I haven\'t let myself loose (lose) enough or be lost so many times,
only certain parts of some months.
I haven\'t been able to yearn or long for
when I have everything I could want or need already.
But I can\'t quite understand the math that makes 70 times 7 equal Infinity.
I try to do the math
only certain parts of some years.
You\'re(year of the) the rat,
you\'re(year of the) the pig,
you\'re(year of the) the dog.
I need a new renovation.
I know, I know
I\'m expressing double positives.
New- reno
new- new
regret and rewards must not be positive.
My mental health requires deep breaths
and focus on the gret and the morse in the first place.
Before getting stuck in the mud of regret and remorse.