Rev. Lord C.M. Bechard

THE PRICE OF “NOW”

(An Epic of the Later-Ons)

 

In the first dawn of desire,

when the world glowed warm and close,

the Child of the Immediate rose—

heart beating on the drumskin of now,

eyes filled only with reachable fruit,

sweet and dripping from the low branches.

 

“Why wait,” they whispered,

“when the present kneels before me?

Why plant the seed

when the fruit hangs heavy already?”

And so they gathered,

and gorged,

and glowing with hollow triumph,

declared themselves wise.

 

But the Ancients—

those shadow-bodied seers

who lived half in the world

and half in what would come—

watched silently,

their mouths stern lines of older storms.

 

For the Child did not see

the orchard thinning.

Nor the soil, once rich,

crumbling beneath greedy fingers.

Nor the roots, starved of purpose,

curling inward like fists

with nothing left to hold.

 

 

 

 

I. The Reign of the Immediate

 

The Child grew into the Monarch of the Moment—

crowned in shimmering impulses,

ruling the Kingdom of Right Now

with a glittering, careless hand.

 

Every choice was a torch thrown behind them.

Every promise a feather burned away.

Every other voice—

friend, stranger, future self—

faded into whispers drowned

by the applause of instant pleasure.

 

The Monarch devoured the days,

wine running down their chin,

joy swelling and collapsing

like waves that forgot the shore.

 

And the Later-Ons?

They stood behind them like soldiers

never called to battle—

strong, unused,

waiting to shape destinies

never given the chance to breathe.

 

 

 

 

II. The Gathering of Shadows

 

Time moved, as it always does,

with the patience of mountains.

The Later-Ons began to murmur.

 

One whispered,

“You stole my foundations.”

 

Another hissed,

“You traded me for smoke.”

 

Another, trembling,

“What shape am I supposed to be now

that you carved me to pieces

before I was ever born?”

 

They grew taller

than the Monarch of the Moment.

Darker.

Colder.

Whole storms given bone and breath.

 

The kingdom’s sky turned the color of warnings,

and the Monarch, drunk on the now,

laughed at the darkening horizon—

 

until the first crack split the earth.

 

 

 

 

III. The Fall of Tomorrow

 

The future collapsed

exactly where the present refused to build.

 

Bridges dissolved mid-step.

Fields bore only dust.

Hopes became stones

dropped into a bottomless well.

 

The Monarch ran—

but ran in circles,

for every path was one they themselves

had severed long ago.

 

Every selfish moment

returned as a specter:

choices in tattered robes,

consequences with rusted crowns.

 

“You fed only yourself,”

the specters intoned,

“and left your future starving.”

 

And when the Monarch, shaking,

reached for water,

the riverbed cracked under their fingers.

When they reached for warmth,

the fires refused to burn

for one who never fed them.

When they begged for guidance,

silence echoed back,

for they had built no wisdom

to speak from the dark.

 

 

 

 

IV. The Awakening

 

At last,

broken by the weight of unmade tomorrows,

the Monarch fell to their knees

in the ruins of their own reign.

 

And from the rubble came a single figure—

the earliest Later-On,

small, fragile, unruined.

 

It knelt beside the Monarch

and placed a hand on their trembling shoulder.

 

“You could not destroy me completely,”

it whispered.

“I am what remains

when all the immediate is dust.”

 

The Monarch lifted their eyes,

humbled at last.

 

“Can I rebuild?”

 

The Later-On nodded slowly.

“With care.

With intention.

With more than yourself in mind.

You must plant where you once plundered,

listen where you once ignored,

and give where you once took.

The future is not a gift—

it is a garden.

And your selfishness was the frost.”

 

 

 

 

V. The Rebirth of the Future

 

So the Monarch laid down the crown of impulse

and took up the mantle of Steward.

They mended the soil

with patience and humility.

They built bridges

from accountability and compassion.

They tended the seeds

of the people they once overlooked.

 

Slowly—

slower than desire,

slower than impulse—

the kingdom began to breathe again.

 

The Later-Ons stepped from shadow into light,

no longer soldiers,

but builders.

Companions.

Guides.

 

And the Monarch,

now wiser,

spoke to every traveler

who wandered into their land:

 

“Care for the future

as though it were standing beside you—

because it is.

Every selfish act is a storm

waiting to happen.

Every kindness

is a sunrise

in a world you have yet to enter.”

 

 

 

 

VI. Final Echo

 

Thus the tale is told

of the one who sacrificed their tomorrows

for their todays—

and paid dearly for it.

 

And the wind still carries their warning:

 

If you live only for now,

you teach your future to crumble.

If you live for others as well,

you teach it to stand.

 

And somewhere in the distance,

where unmade paths wait patiently,

the Later-Ons watch you,

silent and hopeful—

 

asking what kind of world

you will leave for them

to grow into.