Ethan Mikel StAmour

I miss you dad

Waiting so patiently for your arrival

stuck in my moments of anger and sadness

It\'s hard to care and feel alive though

I have been drowning in self-hatred and madness

 

I wipe my tears, hoping to see you

Years pass, and I get older and angrier

It\'s hard when I feel there\'s nothing I can do

I break down because I see you when I look in the mirror