I lie down on my bed
wishing sweet dreams
while resting my head
still tonight
nightmares come into my dream
demons step into my head
they lure me and taking me down,
Burying me deep,
While I laze and sleep
No matter how hard I pray
and words I say
I just been kept down
and all
I can do
I just lie here
My haunting memories are building a wall,
creating a heavy burden
which is crushing me down,
pushing my head through
this gloomy crown
at the end
I feel how
hell is touching my silver star
pushing my life out
of radar
If there was some beauty
now its long time gone
and my mind\'s long rain
never seems to end
All around me
feels to be rotten
soon all nice and pretty things
are forgotten
no matter how hard I fight
I only find
endless night
this is how
I toss and turn