I cried today in silence
to hide my pain from you
tried real hard to stop
as you demanded that I do
How did this ever get to be
when did I stop being me?
Time has made me feel so old
and passes quicker than I\'ve been told
My chest hurt as I gasped for air
fought for breath which wasn\'t there
Tried to swallow but my throat was dry
wanted to scream but heard a sigh
Sometimes I can\'t believe it\'s real
this fucked up way I often feel
Reality sucks, this is true
as I hide my silent tears from you.