The world is engulfed with fire and no one can save me.
The smell of my dying, dead flesh is falling off these old bones
of my scorched skeleton and my brain has fried, please let me be.
My fingertips are so soft and bleeding that they are melted to the phone.
My body’s core is so sky high that muscles are so heavy they are disintegrating.
My nerve endings are crispy, shocked away and almost my entire life is just a groan
I have no eyelids, I’m always crying, feeling stuck in this state, is frightening.
The deadly disease has slowly invaded my mind. So I am all alone
This moment of silence, in this excruciating pain, I am wishing I was dead.
The pure fear of this unknown mere existence is in my bloodshot eyes.
My consciousness has become overwhelming as, my resistance is so intense with dread.
I am in an infernal state of terror, that is diminishing my loud beautiful cries.
My lungs are burning filled with smoke and my own body ashes.
I can’t breathe without choking on my own lungs’ burning fire.
My bones are so brittle and broken that my ribs have collapsed with a sudden crash.
Traumatised by the thought of this happening, its not pure satire.
Useless my brutally stupid heart is still weeping beyond the pain.
I didn’t want to fall in love with you because your love is intact.
I am in a trap of love turning into endless misery, I am going insane.
For you did this to me, I will never forgive myself. For this mistake and its impact.