Tristan Robert Lange

haunts of humiliation

i wanted my hands to be
 
pretty—painted—
ten black holes
on these poetic finger
 
tips
 
the iceberg
phallic—
attached to
 
two breasts?
 
weird, i know.
are testicles not so?
 
ten black holes—
ten reminders
remain—
 
permanent—
 
your disdain toward me—
my being pretty—
 
ugliness
now
 
s
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                                   across these
                   haunts of
humiliation.
 
© 2025 Tristan Robert Lange. All rights reserved.
First published on tristanrobertlange.com, November 28, 2025.
 
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