I broke your trust. I left again and came back. I got scared. I fucked up. You broke my trust. You talked to her. You went to her house. Maybe nothing happened. But you lied. It cut deep. But I left. I started all of this. You keep telling me you\'re thinking, and I know it takes time. But it\'s time I don\'t have. How do I tell you that, though? So I wanted to say goodbye in advance. I\'m leaving forever soon. I can feel it. I never deserved you. You never deserved what I did. Why was I so stupid!? Why do I let my anxiety get in the way?! I\'m just so fucking sorry and don\'t know how to convince you that I\'ll never leave again. That I truly mean it this time. Baby, I\'m so sorry. I wish you\'d forgive me.