Does my hair offend you?
Do you hate the way that I talk?
You want me to stand behind you
While you laugh and mock?
It’s “just a joke” then why am I not laughing
Let’s be realistic you hate me
You’re just trying to mask it
Mask it with laughs and jokes and that
Beautiful smile
Cause to you these “jokes” only last a while
But what about how I feel?
How long does it last for me?
You wouldn’t know you’re just trying to be mean
It’s fine I get it now you’re just
Trying to fit in
It’s fine I got it now you’re just
Trying to make them grin
But at what cost? My life?
Your words drag deeper than a knife
You try to tell me it’s alright
“It’s only a game you know that right?”
A game?…A game?…A GAME?
You wanna play games FINE!
Let’s play which knife sinks deeper
Into my skin and cuts open the words
You poured in…into my dreams..into my
Thoughts…into my skull you drained me
Left me dry like a drought
Let’s play NEVER HAVE I EVER…tried dying
Have you?!! OH you haven’t?? I wonder why…
More than once in different ways
OH YOURE SCARED?!?!
Just count your days-I MEANT my days
WHY ARE YOU CRYING? Why are you here?
I thought you wanted me to disappear…
Go run along and shout fear
Why are you running ?
COME BACK HERE
I tried to be nice,I tried to be brittle
I tried to tell you, but you know so little
Why aren’t you talking? Why can’t you hear…DONT LEAVE ME ON A CLIFFHANGER
Oh…that’s right I killed you out of anger