Rev. Lord C.M. Bechard

THE REDACTED HEART REVOLTS

They tell me

trim the tongue,

soften the syllables,

shave the truth until it’s safe enough

to cradle in their trembling palms.

 

But poetry is not a pet.

It’s a storm with knees and knuckles,

a wildfire made of breath.

And every time they smother it—

a little part of the world forgets how to feel.

 

When they carve out the lines,

black-bar the marrow,

the poem staggers—

momentum snapped like a bone

that never got to finish its running leap.

Meaning bleeds into the margins,

and the reader is left chasing ghosts

of the words that were supposed to be there,

tripping through silence

that was never meant to be silent.

 

You can hear it—

the clatter of a heart hitting the floor

when expression is amputated mid-pulse.

A poet with a gag in their throat

learns the shape of alienation

too well.

The ache of being misunderstood

because the truth was taken out

before it ever breathed air.

 

And inside—

oh, inside becomes a pressure chamber.

Where unspoken metaphors rot

into something sour,

where stifled emotions ferment

into a bitter brew

that poisons sleep,

poisons thought,

poisons the fragile architecture

of simply being human.

 

Censorship doesn’t keep the peace—

it builds a bomb

with a heartbeat.

It turns the mind inward,

sharpens loneliness into a spear,

and teaches the body

to carry wounds it cannot name.

Eventually—

what festers erupts.

Inward.

Outward.

Somewhere, someone gets scorched.

 

Because you cannot cage a voice

without breaking ribs around it.

You cannot silence a poem

without silencing a person.

And you cannot silence a person

without lighting a fuse

the world will one day regret.

 

So let the words be wild again.

Let them be electric, unruly, whole.

Let poetry breathe without borders,

sing without shackles,

exist without permission.

 

For every censored line,

I raise this one like a fist—

unredacted, unbroken,

burning bright as protest:

 

A voice is not a threat—

until you make it one

by trying to take it away.

 

(SHAME ON YOUR SILENCE!)

You—
yes, you in the crowd
with the comfortable quiet,
with the padded ears
and the cushioned conscience—
are you proud of this?

This world of watered-down words,
these hollowed-out verses,
this theater where every line
is pre-approved, pasteurized,
stripped of teeth
so no one remembers
what it feels like to bleed for meaning?

I’m done whispering.
I’m done kneeling
to the altar of your polite compliance.

Because while you nod along,
content with your muzzle
woven from fear and convenience,
I’ve been choking on the wreckage
of all the things you refused to defend.

How dare you call it peace
when it’s only the absence of sound?
How dare you claim safety
when you’ve traded your own tongue
for a room-temperature version
of what it means to be alive?

You applaud the cage
because you’ve forgotten
what wings even look like.
You cheer for the censor
because silence feels simpler
than standing up.
But simple is not sacred.
Simple is surrender wearing perfume.

And I am furious.
I am volcanic.
I am the scream you’ve buried
and the truth you’ve betrayed.

Every time you let them gut a poem,
clip a metaphor,
muzzle a mind—
you sharpen the blade
that will one day cut you too.
And you’ll deserve it.
Every quiet, cowardly second of it.

Shame on your silence.
Shame on your stillness.
Shame on the easy smile you wear
while watching a world unravel
under the weight of words
that were never allowed to live.

I want it to stop.
I want it to end.
I want the cycle of madness—
this dizzying carousel
of fear, shame, and self-destruction—
to crack open
and finally spill out its truth.

We could be free,
if you’d only stop swallowing the key.
We could burn the shackles
and dance in the ashes
of every rule that told us
to shrink, to soften, to shut up.

But freedom doesn’t come to the meek.
It comes to those who shout,
who shove back,
who refuse to let their voice
be turned into a ghost.

So rise.
Rise, damn you.
Stand with your chest unbroken,
your mouth unmasked,
your soul unedited.

Let expression be the rebellion
that finally ends the tyranny
of silence.

And if you won’t—
then step aside.

Because some of us
are done waiting
for permission
to breathe.

 

(RISE, OR NOTHING WILL!)

 

Listen—

the time for trembling is over.

The time for waiting politely

for permission to feel

has rotted where it stood.

 

This is the hour

when the match meets the fuse,

when silence becomes a coffin

we refuse to lie down in.

 

If you’ve ever swallowed a word

that tasted like fire,

spit it out now.

If you’ve ever buried a truth

because someone told you it was “too much,”

dig it up with shaking hands

and wear it like armor.

 

This is not a rehearsal.

This is not a suggestion.

This is the call:

Rise, or nothing will.

 

Stand up with your ink-stained fists,

your trembling defiance,

your throat raw from truths

that refuse to stay caged.

Let your voice be a banner

whipped by the wind—

ferocious, unembarrassed,

unapologetically alive.

 

Because censorship is not a rule—

it’s a habit.

A learned limp.

A quiet disease.

And the only cure

is the riot of expression

that refuses to bow.

 

Shout.

Shout until the ground remembers

that sound can change its shape.

Shout until the fearful

feel their spine again.

Shout until those who gagged you

realize they have no dominion

over breath that’s fueled by truth.

 

Ink your rebellion

on every page they tried to erase.

Paint your fury

on every wall they tried to whitewash.

Let your honesty

become a contagion—

spread it, spill it,

hurl it into the world

like a torch thrown through a window

to wake the sleeping masses.

 

Stand shoulder to shoulder

with every silenced soul

and turn your chorus

into a thunderstorm.

Let the sky shake

with the unruly music

of the unshackled.

 

This is the moment

the censors fear—

when the people they oppressed

realize the door was never locked,

only politely shut.

Kick it open.

 

Rise, or nothing will.

Rise, or the world will calcify

in the shape of its own fear.

Rise, or watch your freedom

become a museum artifact

behind glass.

 

No more waiting.

No more whispering.

No more bowing to the myth

that silence keeps the peace.

 

Change has a sound—

and it starts

with us.

 

So here is your line in the sand,

drawn in the ink of every story

that refused to die:

 

Speak.

Stand.

Strike the match.

And rise.