Darkness clouds my mind bringing thoughts of past time blowing like a cool breeze the tides of the wind moving like ocean waves coming and going isn\'t the way of life. Memories of them are all I have now I hear there laughter there voices as I close my eyes I see them standing before me slowly vanishing as the noise gets louder fast pass all ways moving never enough time to stop and listen I miss them. Where has the joy gone I tried I did to help the only one i ever truly loved but the addiction has a hold they can\'t break free the pain it has caused I take a step back excusing myself from the madness growing quite I ghost I feel awful but I have no choice .I look at the three angels in my life they bring me peace give me a purpose to breath to live to lead .the tides of the wind flowing moving like the ocean pepole coming and going nothing stays the same isn\'t the way of life.