I wanted a sister,
Though I didn\'t ask for her.
We were kids -
She looked up to me,
I strode in pride.
Everything seemed bright.
I wanted a sister,
I didn\'t ask for.
We were teenagers -
She didn\'t like me.
We fought,
We argued,
We had our differences.
I went through therapy,
Searching for guidance.
I love her,
I want this to work.
I have a sister,
Even though I didn\'t ask.
She has friends who she sees
As sisters,
I thought it was odd.
I tried being there for her,
I guess she didn\'t want it.
I gave her words of affirmations,
Supporting her -
Until I didn\'t approve.
Still a child,
She dates an adult.
I had a sister,
Tried making her see.
I showed love and affection,
But reciprocating isn\'t her forte.
I\'m the only one giving,
It drains my soul.
Should\'ve known her chosen sisters,
That she\'ll switch up on me.
I didn\'t do anything wrong,
Just gave pure love.
She doesn\'t want me in her life,
\"Don\'t worry about me ever again.\"
I lost a sister,
I\'m tired.
Family isn\'t worth the pain,
Bidding them adieu.